Postmodernism and the Freeplay of Words and Signifiers

the ongoing saga, that is me and cars

Today has been extremely fruitful, so far. I have gotten my pay check, and pretty much turned straight around and spent it all on my car. Well it is good that i am spending this money. It has all gone towards being fully legal on the road. I got my emissions test today, and somehow passed. This was a huge relief. Now i just have to go get it titled in my name and get new tags. I cant wait to have this huge burden off my chest. It has been a long time coming to be fully legal. I have to say thank you, thank you, thank you, to my sister Amy and brother in-law Greg for the car. If anyone does not know them, they are the best. My family might be the most loving and caring family in the world. They have patiently watched me mess things up in my life. But there patience with me has shown me how to become better about being patient, and not rushing God.

Well things are starting to take shape. I hope i can really start to save all the money i need to move. This is still the biggest hurdle i have in my way, saving money. I am horrible at this. So prayers are still asked. Prayers for my peace of mind, and patience. God is doing wonderful things in my life right now. I am learning more and more how to let my life fall in line with Gods plan, instead of trying to impose my own will on Gods plan. It is just hard for me, because i hate surprises, and i hate twists in the road. Like most people, i like to be able to see exactly what is ahead of me. But i am learning to face my fears of change. I am learning to overcome obstacles, which i have placed in my way. My life is my fault, and it is morphing more and more into what i need it to be. Well i am off to work now. Going to go stain a deck.