It has been a while, like most things, i have fallen out of the habit. I am trying really hard to find habitual reasons to do things in my life. i am finding it very important to a create a plan, short and long term, and stick to it.
I have also come to realize that i am an excuse maker. I shrug off fault on my part and i make an excuse for why things happen. i do not take on the responsibility for a lot of situations.
As much as i would love to say that today is the end of the excuses, i cant. But i can say that i am going to try and train my mind and my body with productive constructive habits that can form a new way of taking on responsibility.
This is not as much a post for others to read as it is a reminder for myself. I can come back here and see that i actually stated this on my blog. I can try and remind myself that i need to change things.
Posted by himself at January 4, 2006 8:33 PM