Well the old 94 buick century might be coming to the end of its glorious days. It has been idleing funny for quite some time, but today it stalled out more then usual. I have gotten pretty good at riding in the right lane so that i can jump into a parking lot when i am coming to a stop light. but today it died in the middle of central avenue. in the turn lane. it was awesome. i got it started and crawled it back to my place. Now i have to figure out what is wrong. and i am no mechanic. if anyone out there, who knows much about cars wants to help be my guest. Or if anyone knows of a cheap truck is let me know. Nothing can beat the deal i got on this car. I paid $200 dollars for it and it lasted over a year. The poor thing gave it all it had.
It has been a while, like most things, i have fallen out of the habit. I am trying really hard to find habitual reasons to do things in my life. i am finding it very important to a create a plan, short and long term, and stick to it.
I have also come to realize that i am an excuse maker. I shrug off fault on my part and i make an excuse for why things happen. i do not take on the responsibility for a lot of situations.
As much as i would love to say that today is the end of the excuses, i cant. But i can say that i am going to try and train my mind and my body with productive constructive habits that can form a new way of taking on responsibility.
This is not as much a post for others to read as it is a reminder for myself. I can come back here and see that i actually stated this on my blog. I can try and remind myself that i need to change things.